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name : anonymous, duh
sex : female
birthdate : 01/01/1986 *hint*
country : hmm, which one?
hobbies : sports? sleeping?
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
i'm upset. i'm depressed. i don't think i've felt this way in a long while. maybe not since last year. i feel like the tears are just there at the back of my eyelids. they somehow unconciously make they're way out of my eyes and down my cheek til my fingers intercept them. i don't like feeling this way. i think i get depressed easily when i'm stressed. and i think i'm stressed now. i must be. why would i be depressed otherwise?maybe it's wrong for me to blame it all on someone. maybe i'm the main cause of it myself. i probably am. but i can't help it. no one's helping me either. i don't need sympathy. i don't know what i need. maybe i need time. maybe i need space. i don't know. all i know is i need to sort things out. i hate this feeling.
maybe i'm just too tired. maybe a good night's rest will make me feel better. damn it if i start tearing again now. damn it.