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name : anonymous, duh
sex : female
birthdate : 01/01/1986 *hint*
country : hmm, which one?
hobbies : sports? sleeping?
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
shucks.. i did badly for my MA test. like i thought, i'm about to do badly this term. sigh.i don't know anything about my life anymore.. i feel so lost most of the time. i question every decision. i give up whenever i face little obstacles. when did i become this state?? i used to be an optimist, used to see the positive side, used to motivate myself to do better. so why am i feeling so listless recently? why do i often feel like there's no point in living?
ok, sorry i'm writing all this crap on the 2nd day of CNY, when most of u would probably be enjoying yourselves and maybe lucky enough to take a break from the hassle of school. but i can't help it. i was supposed to use this break to catch up with my studies, especially since i'm lagging behind in all my modules. but now that the break is here, i don't feel the motivation. then, i saw my MA grades, and i don't know, it seemed to just proof my point that nothing's meant to be for me this term. *sad and resigned look*
Sorrow surrounds me
And there's nowhere to hide.
Oh where could i be
That i may be free
From all this misery.