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name : anonymous, duh
sex : female
birthdate : 01/01/1986 *hint*
country : hmm, which one?
hobbies : sports? sleeping?
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Friday, January 07, 2005
lousy day.i feel like just curling up into a fetal position on my bed or somewhere. let the world spin past around me. wondering if life is really worth living. feel guilty as hell. (and idiots just have to rub it in). hate him.
sorry to all those pple i'm disappointed. to those i've let down. i'm a lousy person. i shouldn't be alive in the first place. i was a mistake. i mean, i was just an accident. what good could possibly come from me. i'm a bloody lousy person. forget i exist. i'm am not really here. i'm just an idiot, a selfish idiot living in a world that doesn't need me and will probably do much better without me around. my sad reality of life.
before i go and cry my eyes out, i have to thank those pple out there who have beared with me. and remained as my friends. i don't know why u bother sometimes cos i think i'm the lousiest person alive. i mistreat everyone, friends, family... thanks for being there still. i guess my life would be pure hell without u guys. i wonder what u get back out of my friendship.. i do all the taking and hardly ever do the giving. why do u stick around?
i can't stand this anymore. hopefully the next time i'm back here i won't be feeling so helpless and so full of regrets. hopefully.