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name : anonymous, duh
sex : female
birthdate : 01/01/1986 *hint*
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Friday, October 01, 2004
sigh... well i know this isn't a good way to start an entry but... sigh...i'm feeling really disoriented again... like i'm lost in the middle of a really confusing and complicated maze... of course, it's just my mind. but who's to say that my mind's not confusing and complicated..
it's so sad that me being an optimist is always down.. kinda paradoxical. maybe i'm just a little burn out. not physically (not yet anyway) but more mentally.. i'm really really tired just thinking bout the next few days.. i can't even remember what exactly i'm supposed to do and what i'm supposed to pack and when i'll next come home. (isn't it sad when i don't even know when i'm coming home..)
just a few days ago, i was still in 4 maybe 3 CCAs. and i wanted to be in one maybe two of the subcomms. right now, i'm so tired that i just feel like not being in any of the subcomms and quitting one of my CCAs.. i give u one guess which one it is... most of u would probably already know... i just feel that it's on obligation to go.. and there's no one there, besides the obvious, that i'm really close to or really wanna play together with.. plus, so many of them are better than me. (of course, knowing me and my huge ego, i'm going to admit that i think i'm not bad. as if i can be bad in anything i do right? *winks*) (if i'm bad at it, i just don't do it.. hehe..)
come to think of it, maybe i'm just restless and disoriented cos it's really late and i'm getting sleepy.. hehe.. which means that all that i've just said is mainly just crap.. well, i didn't ask u to read my blog. u read it at your own expense.. so there.. okay i'm getting really out of point.
back to bitching about school... i'm pretty much in trouble in my studies department... i recently just found out that my ltb prof favours guys to girls, i.e. she'd give higher grades to guys than to girls. my fa prof probably gave up hope on me. my econs prof and me mutually dislike each other (no great loss there). and my comms prof... well, my comms prof's just that, a prof.. so to summarise, i'm pretty much in deep sh*t in the academics part of my uni life.. ah well, c'est la vie.
sorry if i may seem a little long winded.. but then again, u won't be reading blogs unless u have time to spare or u're procrastinating another task so i guess u won't mind me being long winded.. okay, i'll end this the same way i started... sigh...