Boredomville
A boring place for a boring person

Saturday, October 16, 2004

don't know what to blog, but just feel like i should. it seems that there's a lot i keep inside myself. possibly cos there's no one to share it with. possibly also cos i don't think it'll be relevant to anyone i share it with. but i'm not usually one of those that keeps everything to myself. i mean, i've always thought "if i'm not happy, why should anyone else be happy?!" selfish? yup, that's me. but then somehow i've learnt to just shrink away and sit alone in a corner so that i wouldn't spoil other's happiness. why? why would i do that? really i don't know (or as antonio would put it, "I am to learn"). previously, no one's ever confide in me. and i do think ignorance is bliss. but then, i really don't mind being a listening ear and i always keep my promises (that's what i think anyway). so sometimes it's hard when keeping secrets.

okay, what am i talking about? i sound incoherent. maybe cos i'm still sick and i need to sleep instead of blogging.. but i'm so confused. by school: classes, quizzes, tests, exams, projects, assignments,grades, people, profs, CCAs, yep, more people...

anonymous @ 4:30 pm