Boredomville

Boredomville
A boring place for a boring person

Thursday, February 26, 2004

After today, I've lost any desire to go back to school to help out with the rugby training. How am I supposed to face coach and the seniors if I ever go back? How am I supposed to meet them and not talk to them? Actually, come to think of it, that would be easy. What would be really difficult would be not rolling my eyes or turning away from them when I see them. I don't get what the seniors' problem is. I mean, just because they think their better than me and older than me doesn't mean I have to whatever they order me to do. They're not the boss of me. The least they could do was to listen to me, even of I was rather blur (for the lack of a better word). Of course, it would have been better if they showed some appreciation for my effort. But no, to them I'm just an obstacle, I'm in their way. Then why did they ask for help in the first place? Hmm, that seems to be the million dollar question.
Besides the times when I lost my temper, today was quite fun. It was my first proper game on a proper field in a long time. Since last year in fact. It was also one of the few times I was out there just for the fun of playing the game. No doubt, I was still my super competitive self, but at least I wasn't concern about the score. Well this leaves me in some sort of a dilemma. On the one hand, I enjoy playing the game. On the other hand, I do not want to see the seniors or Big Fat, so I'm torn between the decision on whether to go back or not. I guess I'd decided when the time comes.

P.S. Notice that my post is properly typed, with capital letters, proper spacing and all. I'm so proud of myself. hehe...

anonymous @ 11:35 pm