A boring place for a boring person
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name : anonymous, duh
sex : female
birthdate : 01/01/1986 *hint*
country : hmm, which one?
hobbies : sports? sleeping?
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
I feel horrible. And it's not because I'm sick. It is, however, because I'm so stressed out about having to find a damn job. I miss school. Not that I missed the stress and assignments. School was a safe environment, in there your job was to learn. Mistakes were allowed, even expected, though preferably kept to a minimum. Friends were around to boost your confidence, to enjoy with you, to make time in class go that bit faster. Teachers were there to guide you, motivate you, sometimes irritate you, but that's as bad as it gets. And now in this vast world of idiots and morons and not forgetting cheats, I feel vulnerable, weak, frustrated, STRESSED!!!I wish I didn't have to get a job. Yeah, right! As if my parents would let me live with that, or without, in this case. But, life has to go on. I'd have to find a job, can't stay in school forever. Besides you study so as to get a certificate/qualification so that you can get a job, isn't it? But it still doesn't mean that I like the working world.